More things people should now about me

Again, I have been awful with the blog. I swear, its the running and the traveling for work. That's my excuse.

Anway, something that my good friends know is that I like challenges. I have admitted before that I'm kind of competitive. I know I'm actually a lot competitive, but lets leave it at kind of competitive to make me feel better. Part of that whole thing is the challenge I'm trying to win/figure out.

This applies to all things in my life: work, friends, men I date etc. Many of my friends would have two cents to comment on the men. Let me say, I have had my fair share of "challenges". That's what I'm calling them.

I took some weeks off from dating this summer. I was just tired. Most of the winter and spring, I was dating like a mad women. It was just hard to fit everything in, and I wasn't finding anything substantial. The past couple of weeks I've just been able to relax and look back over things, and I've come to discover that half of my dating life is dating "challenges". Or, my attempt to desperately not date someone who is and getting bored and upset.

So, I think I need to find a middle ground. No more weirdos who intrigue me. If I meet a guy and he says he is into fire spitting, I'm just going to walk away, even though I would love to see him do it. Also, no more sweet boys who I think are the people I'm supposed to date. They just get really into me, and I end up hurting their feelings, and then I feel awful.

I just need to meet someone average. Average sounds really good to me right now.